Gee, I don't know, giving up a career with NBC as a senior staff photographer at an affiliate and fighting to get the AF to take me (medical problems) for four years before I finally got in doesn't seem like "failing" to me. I had multiple opportunities to become a civilian cop and several different departments were interested in me. My family has been in the military and around it for centuries. I chose, and worked hard to come in. I planned to go into intelligence, ended up in Security Forces (backup plan). If I hadn't wiped my knees out, I would be doing 20 and getting out.
If I was a halfway decent runner and younger, I would have gone Army infantry. Being 25+ by that time, I was realistic and knew my physical limits enough to go AF, despite the fact I would have preferred Army. AF mentality tends to drive me nuts.
Sorry, I don't know about needing socks and all, I've only humped a ruck all over Germany in training, and spent 14+ hours on my feet doing entry control points. I wouldn't possibly know about good socks right? I've nearly got hypothermia in a Humvee turret in an Italian winter pulling security details and I've been deployed for 3 months so far doing perimeter security for an airbase. Obviously, I chose the path of least resistance. I could have chosen to be a Services geek and passed out volleyballs and towels stateside.
I just got off a 14 hour shift carrying an M240 and a thousand rounds of 7.62 and a spare barrel around. Obviously, I did it because i'm a weakling.
I came over here with a sheath knife and a pair of folders. I keep finding more because other morons leave them laying around in trucks, sitting on the runway, etc and nobody claims them. Sooooooo I now have five or six. I already gave one to a young broke airman who didn't have a blade.
Got a problem with people who buy gear on their own when the issued crap doesn't work?