Married 25 years. Wife lost what little interest she had in me (I was there for genetics and production). Divorced. Was really depressed. Loved her dearly. Found she was having a thing with her boss (rich family). White hot fury. Didn't kill them both, but I understand how that happens. Took about 4 years to really flush it out of the system. Have a girlfriend now and she treats me like a king. I wasted a lot of life being a plow horse.