I first seen reports on the TV while at my brothers house. I got on my phone during some down time while helping him out. When I saw there were 18 children killed(at the time) I felt my body just go numb. I read him the report and he stopped what he was doing. He has three girls, two in middle and the other in elementary. As is started to settle in that someone just killed 18 children, I had this feeling that I no longer cared what happens with the gun laws.
In my family I'm usually the only one saying, "you can't blame the gun, blame the man behind it." Not today. Today I've just had the thought of whether it is all worth it. How can you kill a child, let alone almost an entire classroom full of them? I have nieces and nephews. I worked at an elementary school, and interacted with children of the same age everyday. I don't want to make my remarks on this tragedy seem political, but I just don't care about the AWB anymore.
-Joel