And the reason I say that instead of pray for me is because due to a recent series of events, I've lost 99% of faith. The God I was taught about would not allow one to suffer like this. My demons are haunting me, GT. In a bad, bad way. I'm trying to keep my head above water, but I'm starting to see that my struggle is going to be in vein. I've lost my way, and and I'm not sure I can find it again. At least, not the way it was. If any of you can do anything to send some kind, helpful thoughts my way, it'd be greatly appreciated. I'm out of ideas. Thanks so much for your time.