Seems every time I see my doctor , I make him quite mad. He has suggested a drug regiment that I just can't live with ! Pain killers (morphine , oxycodone , sleeping pills , muscle relaxers , anti-depressants , BP , cholesterol , ETC. ! Well that ain't gonna happen ! Why , why will you not listen to me ? I have some unique hobbies and feel the need to "Feel" what my body is telling me as not to hurt myself. The doctor thinks maybe I might reconsider my hobbies ! You are what you are , I don't know how to be someone else ! Ok , any volunteers out there , who should I become , send resumes to my E-mail or PM me . At this point in my life , I like me and what I do quite a bit ! If I were to listen to them doctors , you could cut and nickle bag my carcass and we could all sit around cry and itch our noses at my wake !...... I did ask him if he cared to try some of this junk , maybe ring the New YEAR ? I am not crazy , just a tad insane !