Well, not really my first. One of my first handguns was a G19. I could not shoot it very well, due to inexperience, and I sold it. This was about 8 years ago. I went to the range with a buddy not too long ago and he brought his 19 with him and I shot it just for the hell of it...... I fell back in love. I joined GSSF right after that and 10 minutes ago, I placed an order with OMB guns for a new Gen3 G19 w/ glock night sights. She said I have 28 people ahead of me . I am use to things taking time, but this wait is going to suck.