This is a hard hard post for me. My grandfather who has been all I have had as a role model and male figure my entire life.The man who made me the man I am today. The man who put the first gun i ever fired in my life (a S&W .357 he carried everyday on duty as a deputy for 18 yrs) had a heart cath today where the docs discovered he has 100% blockage in one side of his heart and 99% in the other. They say there is nothing they can do because the tissue has died and/or deteriorated beyond being able to place stints or bypass. They said he will die probably in his sleep and probably very soon. I have known he has had a bad heart for a long time and have accepted it the best I can(which isnt very good)....Heres my real problem....How do I tell my kids this? He is their everything the same as he has been mine my daughter is 8 and my boys are 7 I have never had to deal with this and I dont know how I can do it? I'm gonna lose it I'm starting to just typing this on here. I have worried about this but hoped it would never come to be I have been an EMT for several years and while i have watched as many have passed and had to tell several families we did all we could and let them cry on my shoulder or yell @ me I have NEVER been faced with anything like this and it's tearing me up!