Some of you might know that I was raised by my grandparents from the age of 5 so I consider my grandma my mom. They are all I remember. She lived alone until June of last year but had to go into a nursing home after her hospital stay in June. She’s slowly been going down since then but is very resilient not accepting that she is getting older. She will be 99 in June. She’s been losing weight in the last few months because it’s hard to eat because of her pain in her ear and jaw. She’s down to 76 pounds. I’ve been on the nursing home about the pain in her jaw for a few months now so now she finally has an appointment at the ENT doctor next Friday for that. I may be in some kind of denial but I think that has a lot to do with the weight loss. But she has a mass in her lung that was diagnosed 6 months ago but didn’t know if it was cancer or not . They decided not to explore it because of her age. I got a call from a hospital nurse a little bit ago saying that it’s probably time for her to go into hospice. My heart sank bad. I’m a positive guy by nature and it’s really hard to accept but I still think her weight loss is contributed from her jaw. If she does get her jaw better I have faith that she will gain weight and be taken out of hospice. I don’t know. I don’t know what to think. I can’t stop hoping. Sorry..... just needed to talk a bit. Thanks for listening.