Well at dinner last night, my friend and I was talking about firearms and conceal carrying. He knows I do and I know he does and he is in the city every night, I live and work in the surburbs where nothing happens. Well he carries a S&W 357 loaded with 38 special... a very formidable defense round but he says he is going to buy a .22 to carry in his pocket to which I reply "WHAT?!" Then I got to thinking... maybe I got this "personal protection" thing wrong. He had no problem with carrying 6 rounds of .22... none at all... no stress, no worrying about not having a super duper Corbon DPX +P+P+ .45 acp. Lol. I feel anxiety if I DON'T have my gun on me loaded with 8+1 rounds of 230grain Win Ranger.
I remember when I started carrying, this was the first time I ever owned a gun. I was 100% comfortable with my Glock 17 as just a truck gun, loaded with Speer Gold dots... fast forward two years later, a couple IDPA matches, NRA classes, Magpul DVD's, joining the forums, reading gun rags and all the so called research and now I am totally uncomfortable unless I have the new and improved super duper new and most powerful gun and ammo. I feel like I got sucked in, I bought into the "Tacti-cool" too much, got sucked into the ads, I forgot I'm not living in Afghanistan, I'm not a SEAL or SWAT or even a cop... I'm just a guy trying to defend myself against the thug, crazy guy or junkie.
Has this happened to any of you? If so please share, my friend being 100% confident in carrying a .22 made me realize I need to get grounded again. I was totally fine 2 years ago with just my 9mm Glock 17 now I feel like I need HK's and Sig's, top notch guns... I feel like I am undergunned with anything less than my .45's. Don't get me wrong, my HK45c is a great CCW, I shoot it well and I am very accurate with it but if I said that the hype around this gun and the immortal .45 reputation didn't push me to buy it then I'd be lying.
(Sorry for being long winded, thanks for reading.)
I remember when I started carrying, this was the first time I ever owned a gun. I was 100% comfortable with my Glock 17 as just a truck gun, loaded with Speer Gold dots... fast forward two years later, a couple IDPA matches, NRA classes, Magpul DVD's, joining the forums, reading gun rags and all the so called research and now I am totally uncomfortable unless I have the new and improved super duper new and most powerful gun and ammo. I feel like I got sucked in, I bought into the "Tacti-cool" too much, got sucked into the ads, I forgot I'm not living in Afghanistan, I'm not a SEAL or SWAT or even a cop... I'm just a guy trying to defend myself against the thug, crazy guy or junkie.
Has this happened to any of you? If so please share, my friend being 100% confident in carrying a .22 made me realize I need to get grounded again. I was totally fine 2 years ago with just my 9mm Glock 17 now I feel like I need HK's and Sig's, top notch guns... I feel like I am undergunned with anything less than my .45's. Don't get me wrong, my HK45c is a great CCW, I shoot it well and I am very accurate with it but if I said that the hype around this gun and the immortal .45 reputation didn't push me to buy it then I'd be lying.
(Sorry for being long winded, thanks for reading.)