The first time I carried was in my house, to get acclimated with IWB Appendix carry. Did that for about a week, so when I went out I wouldn’t feel self conscious about carrying and think “everybody knows”! I carry a G27 or a G43 (rotating them every couple of days), love shooting these guns, which I do frequently. I seemed to have always had situational awareness, but i’m definitely more acutely aware now that I carry every day. Being a proponent of the 2nd Amendment certainly brings more responsibility. My advise to you is practice often (including dry fire) and don’t draw attention to yourself (gray man philosophy). Congratulations on obtaining your CCW and desiring to protect your loved ones! Carry on and remain calm.