Ok. So the day has officially sucked. I mean I just found out that sometime today my grandmother in Mt.Vernon, NY had a stroke. I'm 17+ hours away by car. I can't afford to go up there but I can't afford NOT to go. So I'm stressing. Like majorly. I have to be at work in 5 hours. Im wide awake. And I just really want to go shoot anything right now. Its just been one of those days. My girlfriend, I love her to death, but she needs to stay out of politics. I dont have the heart to tell her. She argues at me like Im a liberal because I try to teach her HISTORY because shes clueless about all of it. and she just couldnt understand how i thought the dept of homeland secretaries was as useless as bucket of sand in the desert but she wouldnt listen. I guess Im just grumpy today because its friggin COLD. I just want to go watch things explode with force.