I have been a lurker for a while after trying out a Gen4 G19 rental a few months back. I had avoided it for a while since it didnt naturally feel good in my hand, but I actually liked it when I shot it! Currently carrying a Walther PPS 9mm (new licensee, roughly 9 months now) but have been looking for something a bit bigger for carry when appropriate, with higher capacity. After shooting the G19 rental, and then more recently borrowing a Gen 3 G19 during a 2 day "threat focused" training course, I really like the way the Glock shoots. However I have very short fingers, and did have some issues in stressful situations with the trigger reach. The gun would not fire since I only had the distal third of my index finger pad on the trigger, and was not adequately depressing the safety. I shifted my grip and made it work, but now I am struggling with whether I should buy a G19 and modify the grip, or just get an XDm (which I have held and like, but not shot) or an M&P 9c that both fit me pretty well. I have also handled an H&K P30 and love the feel, but not sure about the size for carry, and the DA/SA trigger... Thanks, Steve Wanna kill these ads? We can help!