I heard rumor of me coming home next week sometime ! Also, I brought a smile to "Helga" ! I asked about her family and such. She broke out a picture on her next visit and showed me her family. And as strange as it would seem , she had a sister. She was a knock-out,beautiful,blonde hair,face of an angle, just wow. Now "Helga" looks at me looking at her pictures and knows that I am lookig at her sister and wandering,WTF ? She looks at me and says I know,she is beautiful.I stop and think and look her in the eye and say no,for you are the beautiful one ! She stops dead in her tracks and says thank you. In this simple little jesture, I had broken through this rock like barrier and instead of the 12 gauge , she breaks out this 10 cc. gives me my nightly shot , smiles and leaves,Yo ! She is a human being to my supprise !