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Old 10-30-2009, 15:36   #1061
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I am slowly falling apart - I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it's easy being me ... Sometimes I find myself shaking - In the middle of the night. And then it hits me and I can't - Even believe this is my life
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Old 10-30-2009, 21:30   #1062
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Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Whoooooooooooooooooooooooo................
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I am slowly falling apart - I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it's easy being me ... Sometimes I find myself shaking - In the middle of the night. And then it hits me and I can't - Even believe this is my life
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Old 10-31-2009, 05:25   #1063
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Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Whoooooooooooooooooooooooo................
Little Wolfelette...............

{gentle hug}

Hey all, I'm still hanging in, had the floodgates break open again. As bad as I know I need this now I wish I could stop. I'll write more later.

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Old 10-31-2009, 06:02   #1064
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Old 10-31-2009, 06:05   #1065
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Old 10-31-2009, 09:11   #1066
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Old 10-31-2009, 09:54   #1067
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Hey all, I'm still hanging in, had the floodgates break open again. As bad as I know I need this now I wish I could stop. I'll write more later.

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Old 10-31-2009, 12:22   #1068
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Old 10-31-2009, 13:07   #1069
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Hey kiddo, I have just discovered an honest to God miracle drug....Mobic...it doesn't help my back at all, but nothing else hurts...my knees...my ankles...my shoulders....my chest....It's some super mondo time released anti inflamatory....I laid down in bed last night and thought to myself, 'holy ****, nothing hurts right now!!'
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Old 10-31-2009, 13:09   #1070
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MB-G26, I wish I'd gotten your "Mikey-duty" message sooner.

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I hope someday you'll come around my place again. We miss you there. We really do.

I'll be headed back to Iraq in January. I hope to get a chance to come visit if you're still there. If not, you should get some of the Air Cav boys to bring you around my place. They come look at our rigs every day. I'd love to share whisky and beer with 'em.
Thank you CJ. I didn't know that. I do want you to know that I appreciate the way you handled a recent event in your place. Some very kind people there and I need to say thanks to them. I also hope to return when I can.

If the stars align themselves and you can come through BIAP and I can get a ride there that I'd love to meet you and buy you a Green Beans coffee.



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Just think about how much money you could sell your journal to a shrink or researcher for!!! I honestly feel sorry for my Growth and Development prof...we are writing a 'journal' as part of our semester grade...every week or so he gives us the guidelines for that entry....they are questions about various stages of emotional development in our lives, traumatic events, life altering experiences, etc...

I think he is writing a research paper or his thesis on the info he gets from us...he's in for one helluva suprise when he cracks open my folder :rofl :
I wouldn't have a clue where to begin doing that, and I won't even show my shrink the stuff I post here. I just don't trust the one I have now even though she seems to really know her stuff. Would you prof be interested in my stuff?
Of course he might be more interested after I see how all this is going to end.


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Seeing how you're up and going strong. You make all of us happy. I've been thinking a lot about you and I'm praying for you.
Thank you for the prayers. I'm here, but don't really know how strong I'm going these days.




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Gentle ones my dear. Always gentle ones for Miss Lone_.
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My two boys and their sister the week we brought them home last year

Siamses pics[/IMG]

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Those littles are so beautiful. Silent_Runner's right, I want one.... or three...



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Ok, bring Silent Runner with you .......... and since I believe computer people are magicians
you can give me a few tips. We can sit around a campfire, and I'll serve you both quality beer.

Wolfe, I'm having a Summit Winter Ale right now. I was actually thinking
about you telling me you like real beer. Here's a toast to you girl!!
Hang in there. We are all pulling for you. Wolfe, do you like to fish?
Have you ever been ice fishing? Have you seen Grumpy Old Men? It's
fairly accurate.

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If your computer is a laptop then bring it and I'll be happy to take a look at it. Before the beer, that is...
Ice fishing? No, I don't like cold that much. I expecially dislike it now. It's cool and rainy today and I'm so glad my doc is giving me stronger pain meds again not that the other drugs are out of my system.

Yesterday morning I finished up some computer work I had to do and was feeling almost numb so I sat down and started thinking about things, then I went back and read some of the posts in here like the one from Silent_Runner and some conversations I've had. I was thinking about stuff the docs and my medic from the convoy said to me and the floodgates just opened up again. Maybe not quite like before, but they let go. I had thought I was cried out, apparently not. I hope I finish soon, but really hope I get it all out.


I keep thinking of the medic'e remark about me being "this side of a tombstone" and it bothers me. OTOH, if the guy was here on GT I might have made a sig line out of that remark just because.....

I had no nightmares last night, but that was because I didn't go to sleep at all. therefore I'm happy to bid you all a Good Night and take myself in for knock-out night.
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Old 10-31-2009, 15:50   #1071
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Old 10-31-2009, 15:55   #1072
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Sending you warm thoughts and positive energy.
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Old 10-31-2009, 18:48   #1073
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Old 10-31-2009, 19:04   #1074
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<<< Hopes Lone Wolfe has a good night's rest and has pleasant dreams!

May Hypnos and Morpheus favor you tonight.

You're in my thoughts. Sleep tight!
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Old 11-01-2009, 00:40   #1075
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Still here for you.
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Still thinking about you.
Cry if you want to.

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Old 11-01-2009, 00:54   #1076
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Old 11-01-2009, 06:27   #1077
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Yesterday morning I finished up some computer work I had to do and was feeling almost numb so I sat down and started thinking about things, then I went back and read some of the posts in here like the one from Silent_Runner and some conversations I've had. I was thinking about stuff the docs and my medic from the convoy said to me and the floodgates just opened up again. Maybe not quite like before, but they let go. I had thought I was cried out, apparently not. I hope I finish soon, but really hope I get it all out.
You'll get it out, but it will take some time. I know it seems to take up all your time these days, but it is slowing down, (going by your posts,) and will continue to do so.

I keep thinking of the medic'e remark about me being "this side of a tombstone" and it bothers me. OTOH, if the guy was here on GT I might have made a sig line out of that remark just because.....
Why does it bother you? You need to figure that out.

I had no nightmares last night, but that was because I didn't go to sleep at all. therefore I'm happy to bid you all a Good Night and take myself in for knock-out night.
You need to sleep on your own, as the drugged sleep after you got to Baghdad is part of what caused you to be where you are. I know the nightmares are terrible (well, I don't know, but I've got a guess,) but you HAVE to have that sleep without the drugs for the nightmares to work themselves out. Your body needs the sleep that the drugs give, but your mind needs to be undrugged to get the rest it needs to finally get the nightmares out. That is why the doctor only does the drugged sleep every other night. And according to your posts, he's already told you that.

Your recent relapse was at least partially because you were avoiding sleep on your non-drugged nights. Nightmares are no fun, but they are still a part of how your body and mind works out of this problem. If I could be there and hold you, I would. I can't be, so I try to pray extra for you on those nights.

Right now, you're so afraid of nightmares that you're back in the "fear of fear" mode. Tears are one method we use to get over bad times, dreams and (non-drug induced) nightmares are another, like it or not.

When you go to sleep, just imagine a few thousand of us cradling you in our arms. And when you wake up, remember, terrifying as the dream was, it wasn't real, and lots of people are STILL cradling you in our arms. (And that IS real, long distance or not.)

Sleep. Remember that the nightmares aren't real, but the love is.

Love, even more prayers, and lots of (gentle)

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Old 11-01-2009, 07:08   #1078
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Just stopped by to offer more sincere prayers and very best wishes. I dont say much cawz I kant tipe or spel two gud.
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...When you go to sleep, just imagine a few thousand of us cradling you in our arms. ...
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It's raining again today and I will definitely ask my doc about that. The name is familiar, I may have taken it before. You know they've tried a lot of meds on you when you don't even know what all you've had.


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May Hypnos and Morpheus favor you tonight.

You're in my thoughts. Sleep tight!
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Sleep yes, dreams, no. No dreams on knock-out night, thankfully. Now tonight's a different story.

Hypnos may be the god of sleep, but in Sparta they always put his picture close to death's picture. I hope you aren't trying to tell me something.....
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