I lost both my parents, suddenly, within 5 months of each other. In both cases I participated in the decision to unplug them.
I was pretty messed up emotionally for a while (on the inside). Still functioning on the outside.
I have turned into a quiet hypochondriac (keep thinking every pain is cancer, heart problems, etc), and every now and then I get really sad at the littlest thing
Last 2 good dogs last year - one was my best friend. I get all teary eyed when I see a black and tan dachshund having fun and galloping around.
It gets harder, not easier.
I don't have any answers for you.
You just have to keep on "keepin on" when people depend on you. My obligations keep me together.
"...our quick technology allows use to indulge our deepest stupidity and tastelessness with out first thinking...."
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