O.K., sorry about the anxiety. Here are a few options, the main being don't judge flying by the 1st flight or 2. It takes a few to start developing your 'seas legs'. You could always try again, on a day with ideal weather, no bumps.
If you sniff around the airport you may be able to find someone you can go up with at times, for free. One can also be an aviation buff without being a pilot, another way to be involved with the joys of flight. Go to a local fly-in next Summer some time, should be several not to far from you.