I hope your problems work out.
I'm not qualified to give advice but one thing I do know is, booze isn't a solution, it's a big part of the problem, any problem.
Man up. Stop hiding behind the booze and face your problems like a man.
Things may still suck for some time but at least you will know you gave it your best shot and didn't hide at the bottom of a bottle.
Personally, I'm sure I'm not tough enough to face life as a drunk.
Maybe you aren't either.
Give yourself a chance.