Hey what's up? Do you happen to live in Bell Island? Your avatar picture looks like that area =) I grew up in south Norwalk and I used to love going over there to Bell Island to get away from the city. I saw your post about being miserable with your situation.. I was wondering if you needed somebody to talk to I'm here for you buddy. Just hang in there.. After every dark night there is a brighter day.. Just keep that in mind. Anyway, hit me back if you want to talk, I'm here for you friend.
I read your recent post about hating life, etc. I am not a Dr, but I am a pharmaceutical rep specializing in NeuroHealth. I call on Psychiatrist and talk about depression and other related things. The way you described your situation is almost a textbook description of depression. Please make an appointment ASAP with your family doctor and tell him exactly how you feel. Write it down before you go. Don't sugar coat it or gloss over your feelings. The feelings you have are not normal and it CAN be fixed. Please do this. Let me know whay happens. I care.